Posted by Erich Shelton on Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Under: Poetry
As many people know, I love to garden and find great comfort in digging in the soil; in planting and watching new life form. I learned this love from my mother, who now due to Alzheimer's Disease has lost her ability to enjoy her lifelong love, gardening. It is for her that I wrote the poem. It was one of the last times I saw her in the garden and enjoying herself.
The steady gentle hands which I once held are now wrinkled. Small walnut coloured spots from the sun lay as a map to former years. Full of rough cracks, I observe wounds which have long healed. I want to reach out and hold these hands and yet I stand at a distance.
Like God Himself on a far away exotic island, she takes the untilled earth and with great meditation breaks it; letting it fall smoothly through her fingers. I observe as she reaches into the dark brown and gently places a new green shoot, just for her pleasure.
Tenderly on the ground, she pats and pampers the dirt around her. With fresh water she silently pours, bringing new life to the wilted. How can you stay there so long without moving? I whisper. What is it you see in the earth below you?
Bent in space, she lingers over her creation. A smile, which only she is capable of, spreads across her face. Looking up she catches my words, only slightly. “It reminds me of you,” she says. “I remember when you were once this small.”
I currently teach graphic design and illustration at the University of Southern Indiana. I really love teaching and the challenges which this provides me. It not only keeps me young, but forces me to be that ongoing learner; sometimes referred to as a life-long learner. This goal of continuing to learn as finally brought me back to the role as a student as well. Some years ago I started and MFA, but due to an automobile accident was unable to complete it.
I have just been accepted as a student at the Academy of Art University in San Francisco and will finally be able to work on the MFA. The great thing is I can continue working at USI and will visit the AAU in the summer. The rest of the time I am able to take my courses online.
Like technology and life, it is constantly changing and evolving. What a joy to be part of it all!